“IM”
Patchwork
aluminum airships chugged steadily across the dust clouds. Helio, the smallest
of Earth’s three purifying moons, reflected off the tinfoil balloons keeping
the ships afloat. Bursts of steam sporadically shot up from the boiling tides
below. Just as nature itself had
practically vanished, my time for romance seemed all but over. As I peered into
the uncertain dusk, I longed for my earliest memories— recollections of a time
before the Vermillion Years.
“Jean-Luc,
what is that you are observing?”
“Hues in
the air,” I answered. “The fumes of commuters add welcomed variety.”
The eternal
evening was the one aspect of this era that I preferred over the past. Melancholically
painted with splotches of cinnabar and burgundy, the sky stayed a constant vermillion—
tinting all the exposed world moody orange. For all its beauty, the citrusy
atmosphere was deathly toxic, forcing mankind indoors.
“That’s an
odd thing to do,” the girl said.
The girl’s
voice was muffled under her fancy oversized collar. The frilly poof that topped
her equally bloated chartreuse dress hid the respirator that enabled her to
breathe outdoors.
“Perhaps. It’s
means to chip away the time I cannot kill.”
“Hmm. You
always say such strange things.”
Strange? For
one of her limited years, perhaps. To her, orange was orange and nothing more.
She did not have eons at her disposal to overanalyze the accepted mendacities of
existence. She ignored the intricacy of simplicity— as all humans do. Counting
the colors in the sky was but one of many mundane time-killing techniques that
governed my continued existence. My finger slowly drew the slider down on my
bronze mask, forming a frown.
“Nothing is
strange, as strangeness is defined only by the limit of one’s experiences,” I
replied after a spell of contemplative silence. “Struggling to understand the
world, we cling to sameness to feel safe— not realizing that shelter is a sin.
When wrinkles set, your pale skin will regret its lack of scars. Appreciate the
uncanny now. Age robs you of wonder.”
I could
feel the girl’s eyes fixed dreamily upon me. Despite the girl’s beauty, the
loving gaze had no chance of reciprocation. Often times, I’d employ eloquence
and philosophy to scare the flies away, but this particular bug was not
repelled.
“While I’m
not sure of what you meant,” the young girl began hesitantly, shuffling in
place.
“The way you worded that was positively breathtaking.”
“…”
“Everything
you say astonishes me, Jean-Luc. Your words stick on my mind even weeks after
they’ve been spoken.”
Mankind regarded
my ilk as beacons of wisdom and power— a tiresome
perception. Speaking trifles in passing and having them be regarded as
profundities reminded me of my isolation. I reset my mouth to neutral. Removing
my ornate brown top hat, I ran a cold, cast iron claw over the charred, barren
scalp where hair once flowed. I could feel the girl shutter in my own bones.
“I don’t
care how you look… Your words are beautiful.”
I returned
my cap to my head.
“Beautiful? If you paid any real attention to my words,
you’d commit suicide.”
“W-why is
that?”
“My words
mean that life has no purpose. Youth is marked with lies that make the world
look livable. Appreciate your stupidity while you have it. That’s the take
away.”
The girl’s
eyes welled up with brine and she dashed off.
I purposely upset her and felt not a shred of regret for doing so. It
wasn’t that I’d forgotten the feeling of sadness—the emotion I’d best acquaintance
with. Rather, just as the suffering of a fly does not concern a horse, the
girl’s corporeality made her feelings of no consequence to me. Though I’d be
lying if I denied harboring any ire for her mortality.
“You simply cannot help yourself, can you, Im?”
A brute yet
refined young woman with short, mousy brown hair approached me. I recognized
her as ‘Fleurette’, but beyond that I had no recall for what her relation was
to the other girl. I’d committed myself to forgetting such information. The storage
capacity of the human brain is infinite, as I can attest, but I my issue lied
with memory manageability. For the sake of not losing that which was relevant
to me, I drowned out basically everything new. With life droning on as it did,
I developed nostalgia for nostalgia, in a sense, caring for nothing at all.
“You treat
this settlement with such cruel indifference, and yet Lyonnais graciously
continues to accommodate you. Not only does Lady Etienne look past your horrid
appearance, she worships your every word. A gentleman would show gratitude, not
fangs. If you cannot handle a girl blushing for you, tell her so. Or do her
tears soothe you so?”
“A man who cannot
freeze requires no coat. If a man needs no sleep or sex, he takes no bed. When
a stomach needs no food, a man eats none… and if he cannot love, what need does
he have for companionship?”
“You’re an
insufferable pighead, Jean-Luc,” Fleurette, her disapproving eyes attempting to
stir regret in my heart. “I curse the day you were first allowed to live here.”
“I was not
allowed… I was begged,” I corrected.
“Lyonnais required the aid of man of my years.”
“Yes, and I
think they’d best seek another,” the crass maid retorted. “I doubt the others
behave like soulless animatronics. Lady Etienne deserves better, as does
Lyonnais.”
“So you’d
think…” I murmured.
“This
settlement is filled with good natured people. They rest their hopes in you,
but you look down on them as if they were Unman. You don’t care for a single
one of them, do you?”
“It is not
my job to care.”
Fleurette
hocked a large wad of spit from the deepest recesses of her hatred and
propelled it onto my metal mask. I wiped it off, then pressed the button next
to my temple that drew the tinted black glass away from my bloodshot eyeballs. I
locked eyes with her, projecting the pain behind my aggregate acrimony. The girl looked straight into the horrors undaunted,
much to my surprise. A glimpse into my suffering brought most men to their
knees. Such was the extent of her irreverence.
“I shall be
going then,” I said stiffly.
I headed to
the gate and pulled the lever on the intricate mechanical fence. Pistons
chugged and gears shifted. Steam whistled from the narrow exhaust pipe,
signaling the sturdy barricade had completed unlatching its various locking
mechanisms. Unfortunately for the maid, an arthro-pod scuttled up just as the
gate closed behind me. The eight spider-like feet that propelled the tiny
carriage retracted. In a burst of hot yellow vapor, the pill-shaped vehicle
locked into place at its docking bay. Lord Yves Arlow Pasiphae, master of the
estate, popped out.
“Ah,
Jean-Luc! Going for another stroll, I see.”
The surly
nobleman blocked my way. As a result of a severe steam burn, half of the
fellow’s face had been grafted with metal. Instead of a right eye, an Earthlife
Orb laid in its socket.
The tiny
sphere of technology was not of the Earth, manufactured on the distant
Colony-K, a place even I’d never been. Merely touching skin allowed the
Earthlife Orb’s bio-tech to integrate with the connected organism, giving
red-blood cells the ability to create their own oxygen and turning the heart
into nanomachine-pumping factory. The orb itself served as a conduit to pull in
the air’s toxins. Once absorbed, the pollutants became materials to sustain the
orb. There’s much more to the process than that, but to put it simply, the orb
eliminated the need for a natural respiratory system— giving any human the ability
to exist on Earth. Of course, this was outdated tech, replaced years ago by
Spacelife Chips… but that’s neither here nor there.
Regardless,
the Earthlife Orb was a symbol of Yves’s high aristocracy, as oxygen tanks were
seen as gauche and a sign of low social standing. That being said, such orbs
were a rare commode, as with all nice things on this orange excuse for a
planet. Small, air-filtering breathers were far more common among the rich.
Personally, I preferred the look of the poor’s tanks, but as one who required no
air at all… my opinion hardly mattered. In fact, I had quite enough of humanity
at this point, and I’d decided be far more comfortable outside Lyonnais’ walls.
“It would
seem this will be my last walk through these parts,” I said to the man.
“I see,”
Yves said shakily. “Will you be sending for anything?”
“No,
nothing,” I answered. “Any belongings of mine left behind should be burned. Judging
by her opinion of me, I’m sure Miss Fleurette would gladly volunteer for the
task, should you ask her.”
“Fleurette… ”
Once the gate was resealed with Yves on the
other side, I hung back for a listen.
…
“Good day,
my lordship,” bid the voice of Fleurette. “Apologies Lord Pasiphae, but I am
much too busy to converse with you. I came to check the insulation on backside
of the manor. Have you found another orb yet? Your daughter is complaining of
headaches again.”
“You’re the
source of headaches,” Yves replied cantankerously.
“My lord? I
do not underst— AYYYAAAAAH!”
“Do not
play yourself fooler than you already are, wench,” Yves burst as the sound of
his metal glove smacking across the girl’s face resounded throughout the large courtyard
decorated with intricate sheet metal sculptures. “I passed Jean-Luc on his way
out.”
“You did
not hear the terrible things he bid the— AHHHHCK!”
“I do not
care if he had his way with her and made the city watch. My allegiance is to
Lyonnais now. Governess Godiva entrusted his care to me. In breaking that trust, she will shatter my
spine and throw me to the lowlands… if not into the steaming seas.”
“AACCHHHKK.
OWWW. STOP. PLEASE. I’M BEGGING YOU. AYYYHHHHH!!”
Though a high
metal fence obscured my view, the violence was simple to infer. The sound of
beating and screams stopped.
“He’ll
crawl back… just watch,” Fleurette panted. “No one can survive the extremes of
the lowlands or withstand the boiling waters of the Searing Ocean for long.”
“Do you
know that little of the world?” Yves asked. “Of course he can. Why do you think
we needed him? His presence was our protection. The unmans…
At the rate our militia is dwindling, I should be surprised if this
settlement shall remain afloat by next solstice.”
“We don’t
need an Im’s help, certainly not Jean-Luc’s. Who knows if he’s truly unable to
die? I bet it’s just another of this world’s myths, perpetuated by crooks like
him looking for a place to crash and a cow to milk. ”
“His
immortality is not to be questioned. Ims have existed for as long as time can
be remembered.”
“Then it is
the unman I question…”
“Have you yet
to lay eyes on the horrid things?”
“Never seen
one, but I doubt it’s much to be afraid of,” Fleurette answered. “The traders from El Soledad say
those brainless things are less of a threat than the air itself. I’ve never
seen an Unman breech these walls once, how dangerous can they be?”
“The
ignorant truly do have better quality of life,” Yves scoffed. “We fell from the
castleship, so the myths of Unman we’d are now the reality we face. Unlike El Soledad, Lyonnais refuses
to pledge loyalty to a monarchy. We cannot depend on the security of chevaliers
to stave off those insatiable zombies.”
I could
make out the sound of something smashing into a sculpture, presumably Fleurette’s
body. Yves now spoke with a chillingly calm demeanor. From my short stay, I’d
seen this behavior many times before. Anger soothed the man, as if it was his
natural state. The greater his fury, the more fine-tuned his focus.
“Aren’t
there… others?” the battered maid asked between sobs.
“Ims are scarce;
fewer than a thousand chose to remain on Earth,” Yves said calmly as he
continued to pummel the girl. “In that number, even less spend their eternity
as a mercenary for hire— or even associate themselves with humanity. And in
that handful, only one is in Lyonnais’s price range. Take a guess as to whom
that may be, girl.”
“I’m- I’m
sorry,” the maid bawled. “I’m pleading with you… Stop.”
I could no
longer hear the man’s voice, drowned out by the maid’s bloody wailing. I
decided I’d heard quite enough and began to walk away.
“I’m on the
edge of the island, don’t come any closer… My lord, please…”
What followed
was a screech so heart-wrenching that it pierced right through the pulmonary
barriers constructed over my eons of existence. The horrible cry waned steadily
before ending in a sizzling splash. I pushed my ear back against the shoddy iron
fence.
“Please do
not look at me in such a way, milady…”
“Fleurette,
my sweet flower…”
“Etienne,
why mourn so? She was in your service, and died for her failure.”
“That woman
was more sister to me than my actual siblings. She died for your anger and
nothing more… She served you well, and earnestly, Yves. Yet you murdered her
all the same...”
“Pardon me,
milady, but I must disagree. I saved her from a worse fate. Without Jean-Luc,
our doom at those monsters’ hands is evitable.”
“Then shall you kill me as well?”
...
As I plunged
into the boiling water below, the humans’ uninteresting conversation cut off. A
singular thought remained in my mind as the scalding water seared my skin
beneath my armor and the opaque grey water stung my eyes under my masks…
‘Why am I doing this?’
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